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  “What’s wrong?”

  “I can’t do this, not right now.”

  “Yes you can. You’re not a virgin are you?”

  “No, but we just met.”

  “Physically, but I’ve watched you from across the street long enough to know, that you want me just as much as I want you.”

  I had no idea that he had even noticed me watching him on my lunch breaks with Kayla.

  “Wait, you saw me?”

  “Of course I did, you and your little friend.”

  Maybe this one time I could let my guard down; I haven’t had sex in forever. I completely shifted my body towards his, climbing onto his lap to straddle him. He placed his soft lips upon my neck and started sucking on it pretty hard.

  “Not so hard, I don’t want a hickey.”

  “Sorry, I couldn’t help myself. I thought you may be into kinky stuff.”

  I removed my shirt, and his very large hands slid up and down my spine as he unlatched my bra. He yanked my ponytail, snapping my head back and proceeded to suck on my very erect nipples.

  “Get ready to become my bitch,” he yelled at me.

  “I’m ready.”

  He shoved me onto my back, where the plush tan carpet broke my fall. Pressing his fingers against my pelvis, he gently kissed my navel. I tried to relax, but I was too eager to experience what was coming next. Suddenly, his warm hand clasped around my throat while he forcefully ripped my shorts down to my ankles.

  “I’ve never done anything this extreme before. So take it easy on me!”

  “Don’t worry it’ll be fun. If things get too rough then just use the safe word ‘red banana’ and I’ll stop.”

  “Why ‘red banana’ though?”

  “Because it’s the first thing that came to mind, so say it or I won’t stop.”

  “Okay.”

  Things got intense really fast and before I knew it he placed his dick inside of me. I couldn’t see if he put a condom on, but it felt so good, I didn’t dare ask him to stop.

  “Get on your knees right now you filthy whore.”

  I immediately obeyed his command and got on all fours. He smacked the hell out of my ass with his black leather belt and grabbed a small bottle of lube. Panic set in as I felt a cold sensation, then a sharp pain in my ass.

  “What the fuck are you doing?” I yelled.

  “You’ve never had anal sex before? I thought for sure with a nice ass like this, that you had.”

  “I like to explore sexually, but my ass is one place I’d prefer you not enter.” Ignoring my wishes, he proceeded to push it in further.

  “Until you say the safe word I’m not stopping.”

  “Screw your safe word, please stop!” He yanked my hair and tried pushing it in deeper and deeper, causing me extreme pain. He could only get part of his dick in because it was so big.

  “RED FUCKING BANANA!”

  “See, now was that so hard?”

  “Don’t you ever do that again!” I yelled while slapping his sweaty muscular chest.

  “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t control myself.”

  Suddenly we heard the scratching of a key against the front door. I snatched my clothes up off the floor and ran inside the den, urgently re dressing myself. Allan ran in right behind me and quickly zipped up his jeans.

  “Relax, it’s probably just my brother, Jake, don’t worry he won’t come in here.”

  “I’m going home Al, that was way too close a call for me.”

  “No don’t, let’s go to my room, there won’t be any more interruptions there.”

  Weaving his fingers in between mine, he led me back down the hallway to his room on the left and locked the door behind us.

  “Wait, maybe another time.”

  With the look of despair on his face, he slowly walked over to me and gazed into my eyes. He grabbed my arm ever so gently, spun me around and threw me on to his bed. Before he could proceed any further, there was a knock on the door.

  “Al, are you busy.”

  “You know I’m busy.”

  “I’ll come back later, then.”

  “Who was that?”

  “Jake, his timing fucking sucks, always.”

  “I can see that, and I think it’s time to go. The universe is sending me signals and I don’t think I’ll ignore them any longer.”

  I walked over to try and unlock the door, but he stopped me.

  Pressing his hand firmly against the door he said, “You can’t get away from me that easily Ice.”

  Chapter 4: The Next Step

  Although Allan tongued me into sexual bliss last night, I couldn’t get that kiss with Jake out of my mind. It was so explosive; I still felt the lingering chills from it.

  I couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if Jake and I did meet up again? What if more than just a kissed occurred? No Alecia, snap out of it! Dealing with Jake is bad news! He was like an addictive drug that I couldn’t let go of, one taste and I was hooked.

  In the middle of the night, I decided to drive back home while Al was asleep. I was so confused and wanted to be alone right now, to sort things out. A few hours passed and I attempted to call Allan, that was the only way I could get his brother off my mind. His voicemail picked up, followed by an automatic text.

  Lover: Can’t talk right now, I’ll call you back later.

  I placed my phone down beside me and picked up my laptop. I loaded Photoshop and started making a few collages to put my mind at ease. My phone faintly vibrated and a new message from Jake popped up.

  Creep: Meet me in the park tonight at 9:30.

  I ignored his message and continued to work. I became so focused on this project that I hadn’t realized half the day had gone by. I looked at the clock and it was 4:30 in the afternoon. I took a break to rest my eyes, grab a snack, and continued to work. The next time I looked at the clock it was 8:30 P.M. I was leery of going, but I made the decision to go. What’s the worst that could happen? I drove into the parks dark, empty, lot. Most of the lights were out and it made me second guess my decision. Then a tall figure emerged from the shadows and met me in front of my car.

  “I’m glad you came, I didn’t think you’d show up.”

  “I almost didn’t.”

  “Close your eyes and follow me, I have a surprise for you.”

  I covered my eyes and waited for him to lead me to my ‘surprise’. He grabbed my left hand with his soft fingers and guided me blindly for about 60 seconds.

  “Open your eyes.”

  I dropped my hand to uncover a small candlelit picnic under a huge Pine tree. There was a red blanket spread across the cut green grass, with a brown handle-less wicker basket sitting on top, beside two scented candles.

  Absolutely breathless I muttered, “Jake, how? Why?”

  “Alecia, I told you before that you are very special and deserve to be treated like it.”

  “So what’s in the basket?”

  “Look and find out for yourself.”

  I opened the basket lid and to my surprise, bright pink Chrysanthemum’s were inside. They were my favorite type of flower. I looked back over at him and found his hazel eyes staring back at me. I could see all the hurt and pain he’s suffered from in the past.

  “What’s wrong, Jake?”

  “I really like you Alecia. I like hearing your sweet voice, watching you walk, and just being around you.” I felt flattered and nervous at the same time.

  “Jake listen, you’re very sweet but I-” before I could finish my sentence, he took my face in his hands and planted a very love filled kissed upon my lips.

  “Let’s get out of here.”

  “Jake, I don’t think this is such a good idea.”

  “Trust me, it’ll be worth it,” he said with a sly grin.

  “Where are we going?”

  “I have a special place for you.”

  We walked back to my car and he directed me to a red and gold two leveled Motel named The Reds. The overall structure o
f the building was in decent shape. The red shingles were all intact, the tall tan walls looked like they just received a fresh coat of paint and there was absolutely no trash floating around the lot.

  “Wait here; I’ll go check us in.”

  A few moments passed, and he came back with a small black and white keycard in his hands. With a huge grin on his face he calmly said, “Come with me.”

  I locked my door and followed closely behind him. I knew I shouldn’t be here but I continued to walk behind him, to see what awaits me.

  One flight of stairs later, we reached our room 4102. He slid the keycard, and opened the door; to my amazement the room was beautiful. Thin see-through curtains lied against the blinds, the full-size bed was neatly made and covered with a bright red comforter and the carpet was freshly vacuumed, and stain free.

  “Are you ready?” Jake whispered into my ear.

  “Let me freshen up first.” I quickly dashed into the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I splashed my face with cold water, looked at my pitiful reflection in the mirror, and stood there for a moment, taking a deep breath before reopening the door.

  Jake was standing in front of the bed completely naked, I could see almost every tattoo he had on his body from where I was standing. His dark brown hair was spike-less, his abs were perfectly chiseled into his body, and I could tell by the gleam in his eyes that he was ready to make me his.

  “Come here Alecia,” he said with his arms spread wide.

  I slowly took a few steps towards him laying my head against his warm chest. His heart raced as he combed my curly locks with his fingers. For the moment I felt really safe with him.

  I wrapped my arms around his broad muscular shoulders and stared into his hazel eyes. He gently pushed me onto the bed, kneeling before me and removing my shoes. After kissing the top of each foot he quickly mounted me.

  “Jake wait, we shouldn’t.”

  “Why, what’s stopping you, Allan? You belong with me not him! He doesn’t deserve you.” Things got a little tense between us after I turned him down.

  “I think I should go.”

  Forcefully pushing me back on the bed he yelled, “Where do you think you’re going? I thought you felt the same the way as I did? That kiss we shared in the park is all I think about all day and night.”

  “Jake let me go, you’re scaring me.”

  “Fine leave, I won’t stop you.”

  I grabbed my things and rushed out the motel door as fast as I could. I flew down the flight of stairs, quickly finding my keys to unlock my car door. I couldn’t believe that I was dumb enough to fall for that. I thought he was a hopeless romantic, but that man was insane.

  The drive back to Waltham felt like an endless journey. My vision was blurred and I could barely focus on the road, with my eyes swollen full of tears. I had hoped Lacey wasn’t awake when I got home because I didn’t want her to see me like this.

  I arrived home and have never been so happy to see this complex in my life. I opened the front door to my apartment and it was very dark inside. Using my phone as a mini flashlight, I walked into my room, tossed on a pair of pajamas and attempted to sleep off this nightmare.

  The guilt and anguish quickly set in, preventing me from staying asleep. I knew that I needed to confess to Allan about everything, so I picked up my phone, but before I could punch in the unlock code, I received a message from him.

  Lover: Alecia, we need to talk.

  Me: I was just thinking about you, what do you want to talk about?

  Lover: You hanging with Jake and sucking him off at The Reds.

  That lying bastard! The first thing that came to mind was to call Jake, but it went straight to his voicemail.

  “Fuck you Jake. I can’t believe you’d lie like that.”

  I received a call right back and before he even spoke I started yelling at him.

  “Jake, you’re such an ass!”

  “Don’t be mad at me, I can explain.”

  “Explain what? That you’re a jerk?”

  “I told Al those things because I don’t like to be rejected. I want you all to myself and I’d do anything to make that happen, including ruining your relationship with my brother.”

  “Jake you’re very twisted and demented, I can’t talk to you anymore. Lose my number.” I hung up the phone before he had a chance to respond and called Allan to come clean about everything that really happened between me and Jake.

  “Yes?”

  “Can I come by? I really need to tell you something.”

  “I guess.”

  My heart felt so heavy on the drive over. I couldn’t believe I almost ruined what I had with Allan, over a picnic and a few sweet gestures. I pulled into my usual spot and Allan was already outside waiting for me at the top of the steps.

  He waved me over to the side door and I froze. I felt like I was permanently chained to my driver’s seat and couldn’t get up. Taking a deep breath, I finally found the courage to get out my car and meet him by the door.

  Blurting out, “Listen, everything that your brother said was not entirely true.”

  Placing his fingers over my mouth to quiet me he says, “Don’t say another word, and just come inside. I know that Jake is a compulsive liar. He’s extremely jealous of what we have and knows he’ll never have someone as special as you.”

  Allan stopped at his room door and I continued to walk to the kitchen.

  “I’ll be right back, I really need a drink. Would you like one?”

  “No thanks, just hurry up.”

  After reaching the kitchen, I snag a bottle of water out of the fridge. I heard footsteps creaking down the hall and assumed it was Allan.

  “Change your mind so soon?” I said while turning around to greet Al, but Jake entered the room instead.

  “Jake, you’re such a manipulative asshole! You know I didn’t suck your dick!” I said, while launching the cold bottle of water at his chest.

  “I know but we kissed and would have done more if you didn’t run away.”

  “Shut up! You need to tell him the truth.”

  “Tell me the truth about what?” Allan demanded as he stood in the doorway with a puzzled look on his face.

  Tears abruptly streamed down my cheeks and I swallowed hard trying to find the right words to say to him.

  “Th-that night after I saw you with Stacey at the party, I went outside and sat in the car. Jake must have seen me and followed me out. I was a complete mess and didn’t know what to do so we went to the park down the street. We were on the swings and next thing I know we were kissing.”

  “This is a fucking joke right? Right?”

  I shook my head in embarrassment. “No, it’s not a joke.” I tried to reach for his hand, but he snatched it away from me.

  “I suggest you don’t touch me, Ice.” His nostrils flared, and he rolled up his sleeves, glaring at his brother.

  “Well, I hate to interrupt your lovers’ quarrel. But bro I was pretty close to fucking your girl last night.”

  Allan’s hand clenched up into a tight ball and he punched his brother square in the face. I stood there completely still, watching as blood came pouring out of Jake’s nose. Jake tried to swing back but completely missed. Allan grabbed him by his collar and slammed his head against Jake’s face. “You really wanna fuck with me right now?”

  “Fuck you Al. And your whore. This isn’t over Alecia, not by a long shot,” he yelled storming off, covering his nose with his blood stained sleeve.

  Why would he say that to me? He’s the one that stuck his own foot in his mouth.

  “Al, are you alright? I’ve never seen you get that angry before.”

  “I’m fine, he deserved that, and much more.”

  “Do you want me to leave?”

  “Do what you want.”

  “Okay, well at least let me clean those up for you.” I grabbed a paper towel off the roll, some ice from the freezer, and a small sandwich bag to clean and soothe Al’s bruised k
nuckles that were completely covered in Jake’s DNA.

  Chapter 5 : The Obsession

  I decided to stay, but I was up all night worrying about Allan, wondering if Jake would come back and finish what was started. Day break set, and as I looked out the window to admire the sun rise, I noticed something was wrong with my tire.

  “Allan, my tire is completely flat!” I ran outside and he soon followed.

  “Someone slashed it,” he said while placing his finger in the hole.

  “I bet Jake did this.”

  “Do you have a spare?”

  “It’s in the trunk, but I don’t have any tools to change it with.”

  “You’re a girl; I didn’t actually expect you too. I’ll go upstairs and grab mine.” I watched as he went inside to retrieve his tools and something caught my eye.

  Pinned between the windshield and the wiper blades, was a small folded piece of paper. Inside read “This is just the beginning.”

  What the hell? I stuffed the note in my pocket so Al wouldn’t see it. Carrying a huge green Craftsman tool kit and a small scissor jack he lifted my car off the ground and changed the tire.

  “Good as knew.”

  “Thank you for fixing it, but I should run now.”

  I kept the note a secret from him. After last night, I didn’t want to add more fuel to his fire.

  “Come inside with me, I’ll cook you breakfast.”

  “You sure you want me too? I feel like I’ve betrayed you.”

  “You didn’t ‘betray’ me. If you remember correctly I did kiss someone too.”

  “Alright, I’ll be there in a bit.” I took a quick sweep around my car to make sure there wasn’t any other damage done to it, and removed the note from my pocket, ripping it to shreds and dumping the evidence down the sewer drain. I walked back inside and heard something sizzling on the stove.

  “Something smells delicious. What is that?”

  “Waffles and sausage.”

  “I was outside ten minutes and you made all of this?”

  Taking a can of whip cream, he sprayed a little on my neck and gently licked it off.